Aleah Stanbridge - glas anđela pod stablima večnosti

MY REQUIEM
TREES OF ETERNITY




"Zavese se spuštaju
U senku sam zalutala
Izgubila sve što sam pronašla
Na svoje zaprepašćenje
Moja sezona je pri kraju
Prekasno si pozvao moje ime
Da me iz groba podigneš

Ostaću živa u sećanju
Samo ove vode gde ležim-
Izbegavaj....."











Light
Blistering, so bright
Re-align my core
Lenses open wide
Coming into form
The imprint of a life
Too late you're calling out my name
To raise me up out of my grave
Alive in memory I'll stay
If you shun these waters where I lay
Night
Curtains coming down
Into the shade I stray
Losing all I've found
To my own dismay
My season's come to an end
Too late you're calling out my name
To raise me up out of my grave
Alive in memory I'll stay
If you shun these waters where I lay
If you shun these waters where I lay
Leave me to rest
Too drained to rise
To try to detect
Any light at the end of the tunnel
Too late you're calling out my name
To raise me up out of my grave
Alive in memory I'll stay
If you shun these waters where I lay
If you shun these waters where I lay
 
Hour Of The Nightingale

Weep not for martyrs
Raise your head
Saline waters won't raise the dead
Grief will haunt those who forget
That night is not the end
Embrace this as a Nightingale in song
In the darkest hour of shadows she belongs
Her voice reflects the colours of dawn


Raise not a fortress to protect
From what the waters
Might reflect
Grief will wash those who caress
The night as though it's theirs
Embrace this as a Nightingale in song
In the darkest hour of shadows she belongs
Her voice reflects the colours of dawn

There's an ocean of despair
Where the road must end
All souls must pass there
For what is broken to mend
On an island I will wait for you to raise again




Ne plači za mučenicima
Podigni glavu
Slane vode neće oživeti mrtve
Tuga će progoniti one koji zaborave
Ta noć nije kraj
Zagrli ovo kao slavuja u pesmi
najtamnijem času senki ona pripada
Njen glas odražava boje zore

Ne podiži tvrđavu da bi je od
Vode zaštitio
Možda bi se odrazilo
Tuga će oprati one koji miluju
Noć kao da je njihova
Zagrli ovo kao slavuja u pesmi
najtamnijem času senki ona pripada
Njen glas odražava boje zore

Postoji okean očaja
Tamo gde put mora da se završi
Sve duše moraju proći tamo
Da se sve slomljeno
Popravi iznova
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Black Ocean





Oh my love
Will we make it through this night?
Overshadowed
By our minds
Do we further entwine?
Through the
Ocean
Of deep and endless night
Ocean
Calling from inside
Calling from inside
No tomorrow
No where to hide
Ocean of sorrow
Just taken by the tide
To be further aligned
To the
Ocean
Of deep and endless night
Ocean
Calling from inside
Calling from inside
Ocean
Of deep and endless night
Ocean
Calling from inside
Calling from inside
Calling from inside
 
Gallows Bird



A red sun on the horizon
Marks the hour of your call
Somber is the one whose eyes are still veiled
Watching your departure
As mine, watch you arrive.
Your hands are tied
Your mask applied
The mark of shame
You wear to all eyes.
No glimpse of light
Can touch your mind
So black inside
As you face your crime.
Dreams are unable to come
With you on this journey that's just begun.
Not a sigh
As your noose is tied
Is it pride
Or are you frozen inside?
Fear is unable to come
With you on this journey that's just begun.
How can I make peace with my path
When life has come to this?
Chased by the shadow of my past
Eclipsed by what lies ahead.
As the last ray of hope is lost
Fight and resistance
Nothing remains to hold
Me to this existence.
If the song of the gallows bird
Is the messenger between worlds
Deliver me from a bitter past
So I may find rest at last
Hear the blackbird's song
A fallen man's beacon
The sunrise paints your eyes
Rays of light chase away the night
The ships have come ashore
Parting the storm
The tide bears, all your nightmares
Sails of white come to take you home.
As I bear you on board
A circle is formed
Horizon to horizon
Life begins where a journey ends.


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Ruke su ti vezane
Stavljena je maska
Znak srama
Nosiš
Bez tračka svetlosti
Tvoj um dodiruje
To crno iznutra
Dok se sa zločinom suočavaš
Snovi ne mogu doći
Ovo putovanje tek je počelo
Ni uzdah
Dok ti je omča vezana
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Kako su nastala stabla večnosti?

"Sanjala sam o konceptu,imala sam kristalno jasnu sliku u bendu sa teškim, ali prelepim zvukom inspirisanim doom metalom,
ali sa čistim i sanjivim vokalom. Većina metalskih bendova sa ženskim frontom ima „moćni vokal“ ili operskiji sopran,
a ja sam zaista želela da stvorim nešto više u skladu sa onim što bih i sama želela da slušam, krhko i mistično...
Juha je čuo moje solo pesme na Internetu i u jednom trenutku mi je poslao poruku sa pitanjem da li bih bila zainteresovana da otpevam neke delove u njegovim pesmama jer je mislio da će moj glas biti savršen za to. U međuvremenu sam napisala nešto za šta sam mislila da bi moglo poslužiti kao osnova za pesmu. Međutim, kada je Juha to čuo po dolasku, rekao je: „Naježio sam se - ovo zaslužuje da bude projekt za sebe!“. I tako je umesto toga postala prva pesma „Moj Rekvijem“ za Trees Of Eternity..."

Aleah


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"Zarađujem za život kao fotograf i veb dizajner, a umetnička forma fotografije je moja velika strast, dok druga interesovanja uključuju životinje, prirodu, književnost, psihologiju, filozofiju, okultno/duhovnost i oblast nauke gde se fizika graniči na metafiziku ..
Lični razvoj je takođe veoma važna stvar za mene, da svedočim i postanem svesna ko smo iznutra, da se usudimo suočiti sa sopstvenim senkama i rasti kroz to......
želim da nastavim da rastem kao osoba, učim nove stvari i imam nova iskustva, pa planiram ,da isprobam nove stvari...."

Aleah



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"Od kada znam za sebe , od kada se sećam -volim da pevam... nikada nisam imala formalnu obuku ..
to je samo izraz onoga što je u meni.
Prvu pesmu sam napisala sa 8 godina.
Još uvek je se sećam...Sledeću kada sam imala oko 13-14 godina i
nakon toga sam manje-više nastavila, sa pauzama ...

Volim raznu muziku...
Generalno, volim zvuk koji je malo niži, teži , ali melodičan..
U zavisnosti od raspoloženja, zaista mogu da slušam bilo šta,- od pop muzike do Beethovena i Chopina,
Satiricona i Primordial -a ili elektronske progresivne plesne i ambijentalne muzike..."

-Aleah


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Condemned To Silence
Feat Mick Moss





Reach through your mind, internal sky
Endless glide into the I
Soul encaged, trapped behind your eyes
Until it's saved, by sharing its light
And darkness
Save my immortal Soul
From its own chains
From a fate worse than death
Condemned to silence
To turn away
Implode and fade
Days pass me by, carved out of time
I transpire before my own eyes
No decay can touch a fire
But I choke my flame
In fear of shining too bright
Or too faintly
Save my immortal Soul
From its own chains
From a fate worse than death
Condemned to silence
To turn away
Implode and fade
We don't become (we don't become)
Who we dream of
If we don't face our own demons
If we shun (if we shun)
What conceals us
We go blind to that which frees us
If we shun...
Reach through your mind, internal sky
Endless glide into the I..........
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Dosegni kroz svoj um unutrašnje nebo
Beskrajno klizanje u sebe
Dušu zatvorenu
zarobljenu iza tvojih očiju
Da se sačuva, da tama
Ne razdeli njenu svetlost...
Spasi moju besmrtnu Dušu
Iz sopstvenih lanaca
Od sudbine gore od smrti
Osuđene na ćutanje
Da se okane , izbledi...
Isklesani u vremenu
Kraj mene dani prolaze
Bledim pred sobom
Vatru ne dotiče nijedno raspadanje
No svoj plamen gušim
U strahu da ne zasija prejako
Ili da ne bude preslabo
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Mi ne postajemo ono
O čemu sanjamo
Ako se ne suočimo sa svojim demonima
Ako se samo klonimo
Onoga što nas krije
Slepi ćemo biti
za ono što nas oslobađa-
Ako se klonimo ...
Dosegni kroz svoj um unutrašnje nebo....
 
A Million Tears



A million things
I want to say
But I shield my face
And turn away
Swallowing my words
Silenced by shame
A million tears
I want to cry
But I shield my face
And dry my eyes
Swallowing my hurt
Breaking inside
Please stay here with me
Just hold me as I bleed myself dry
See straight into me
Just look beyond the tears in my eyes
A million things
Wish you would say
Even if I fall
That you will stay
And none of my flaws
Can turn you away
Please stay here with me
Just hold me as I bleed myself dry
See straight into me
Just look beyond the tears in my eyes
Like a circle around me
As the prison of this boundary
I need a storm to break it down
Shield your eyes from the fire light
But please don't turn away from my side
I am not that - which I fight
Every tear I cry
Burns away through my eyes
Where I can see through my lies
Every tear I cry
Makes trails in the ice
Where I am warm inside
See straight into me
Just look beyond the tears in my eyes
Please stay here with me
Just hold me as I bleed myself dry
See straight into me
Just look beyond the tears in my eyes
Like a circle around me
As the prison of this boundary
I need a storm to break it down
Shield your eyes from the fire light
Please don't turn away from my side
I am not that - which I fight




Milion stvari želim da kažem
Ali krijem lice i okrećem se
Gutajući svoje reči,od srama tiha-
Milion suza želim da pustim
Ali krijem lice , suvih očiju
Gutam svoje rane , ulazim u njih
Molim te, ostani ovde sa mnom
Samo me drži dok krvarim
Gledaj pravo u mene
Samo gledaj dalje od suza u mojim očima
Milion stvari bih volela da kažeš
Čak i ako padnem-Da ćeš ostati
i da te moje mane oterati neće
Molim te, ostani ovde sa mnom
Samo me drži dok krvarim
Gledaj pravo u mene
Samo gledaj dalje od suza u mojim očima
Kao krug oko mene-Kao zatvor i granica
Treba mi oluja da ga slomim
Zakloni oči od svetlosti vatre
Ali molim te , ostani na mojoj strani
Ja nisam to - protiv čega se borim.
Svaka suza koju pustim , oči mi spali
i mogu da vidim kroz svoje laži
Svaka suza koju pustim pravi u ledu staze
Tamo gde mi je toplo unutra
Gledaj pravo u mene
Samo pogledaj dalje od suza u mojim očima
Molim te, ostani ovde sa mnom
Samo me drži dok krvarim
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THE PASSAGE



An eye in the night appears
As something awakens
Into the silent sphere
Of Nothing created
Mother of time she breathes
Summons the autumn leaves
Turning the wheel of history
Constant Change is her name
Into the void I breathe
Life as it swallows me
Sinking into the hollow Tree
Of Eternity
As winter buries her seed
Time- another inevitable lie
Taken in the undertow of life
We gravitate to annihilate
The coals of our fire
Circles of Life and seasons
Imprints of our achievements
Carved in the aether and in
The eyes of the one
Who brings the night and the dawn
Time- another inevitable lie
Taken in the undertow of life
We gravitate to annihilate
The light, the coals of our fire
Time- another
Inevitable lie
Tides are my emotions
Water my tears and
Ice is time frozen
Stored in the memory of a sigh
Time- another
Inevitable price
Paid when the river of the life
In our veins runs dry
The waking moments
That pass before our eyes
Are all we take to our graves





Pojavi se oko u noći
Dok se nešto budi u tihoj sferi
Od ničega stvorenog
Majka vremena koje diše
Poziva jesenje lišće
Okretanje točka istorije
Stalna promena je njeno ime
U prazninu dišem
Život dok me guta
Tonući u šuplje drvo večnosti
Dok joj zima zakopava seme
Vreme- još jedna neizbežna laž
Uzeta u podlozi života
Gravitiramo da uništimo
Ugljen naše vatre
Krugovi života i godišnja doba
Otisci naših dostignuća
Isklesani u eteru i u očima onog
Što donosi noć i zoru
Vreme- još jedna neizbežna laž
Uzeto u podlozi života
Gravitiramo da uništimo
Svetlost, ugalj naše vatre
Vreme- drugo-Neizbežna laž
Plima i oseka su moje emocije
Zalij mi suze u led.. vreme zamrznuto
Sačuvano u sećanju uzdaha
Vreme- drugo-Neizbežna cena
Plaća se kada reka života
U našim venama presuši
Trenuci buđenja-
To nam prolazi pred očima
Jesmo li mi samo ono
što odnesemo u svoje grobove?
 
Broken Mirror


A piece of me in your eyes
Reminds me of what's forgotten
I need to get closer to the fire
And feel my own reflection
A piece of me needs to die
A seed of the fatal kind
No roots to grow and and thrive
Some things weren't meant to stay alive
Aborted while still in mind
You gave me a sword to pierce the lie
Serrated edge for the demon inside
A moment I'm torn between two tides
But all I need I bear inside
Fear is a self-destructing fire
That burns what's dead and dry
Tears clean the wound that's left behind
When a shadow is forced to into light
You gave me a sword to pierce the lie
Serrated edge for the demon inside
A moment I'm torn between two tides
But all I need I bear inside
Broken mirror beauty divides
Though it's an illusion
It can cut like a knife
Don't try to give me
What I think I desire
It's mine to find
You gave me a sword to pierce the lie
Serrated edge for the demon inside
A moment I'm torn between two tides
But all I need I bear inside



Komad mene u tvojim očima
Podseća me na zaboravljeno
Moram da se približim vatri
I osetim svoj odraz
Komad mene mora da umre
Seme fatalne vrste
Nema korena za rast i napredovanje
Nekim stvarima nije bilo namenjeno da ostanu živi
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Dao si mi mač da probodem laž
nazubljena ivica za demona unutra
Na trenutak sam rastrzana
između dve plime i oseke
Ali sve što mi treba-unutra je
Lepota razbijenog ogledala deli
Iako je to iluzija
Može da seče kao nož
Ne pokušavaj da mi daš
Ono što mislim da želim
Moje je da pronađem---------------
 
BREATHE

Aleah


Breathe my name, what does it say?
On your tongue, how does it taste?
When it pulses through your veins
Tell me if you feel the same
Say my name, what does it tell you?
Trust your heart for it remains true
When all else seems to delude you
You will Know what lives inside you
Breathe For in your breath you will find me
I will Grace you Beyond your wildest dreams
I am here - You would never believe
If you knew - just how I know you in me.
Breathe my name when you are lonely
I'll be there if you will let me
Feel my warmth as I caress you
Feel my lips and let them bless you
Breathe For in your breath you will find me
 
"Potraži moje srce
Potraži moju dušu
Nađi moju istinu
Koliko znaš
Ko sam ja?"

MY WILL


Seek out my heart
Seek out my soul
Find my truth
For you know
Who I am?
And where I am headed?
My goal
Is your goal
Ultimately
Guide me home
To where I know
My own throne
And my will
Is my own
Release my heart
Release my soul
I see the truth
On my own
I am not
Your possession
And my goal
Is my own
Ultimately
Guide me home
To where I know
My own throne
And my will
Is my own
Free will, what is it really?
Is it yours, or is it mine?
My will, what has it come to?
My conclusion, or is it yours?
Your will, is there a difference
From mine?
Guide me home
To where I know
My own throne
And my will
Is my own
 
Water And Wine
Aleah





the divine that defines us
the evil that divides us
there’s a heaven & a hell
and there’s an, “oh well”
who gets passed to head of the line
who get water & who gets wine
there’s a heaven and there’s a never
there’s no tomorrow only forever
yellow accordion plays a smart little tune
bandstand fever lighting the moon
drink stampede don’t leave your stamp on me
desert dust flying free
secondhand seconds spin the clock
why don’t something make it stop
there’s a heaven and there’s a never
there’s no tomorrow only forever
the divine that defines us
the evil that divides us
there’s a heaven & a hell
and there’s a live to tell
who has to wait at the end of the line
who gets water & who get wine

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postoji raj i postoji nikad
ne postoji sutra samo zauvek
božansko koje nas definiše
zlo koje nas deli
postoji raj i pakao
i ima šta da se ispriča
ko mora da čeka na kraju reda
ko dobija vodu a ko dobija vino...
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"Želim da se zahvalim Swart Records što su stali uz mene i dali mi priliku da izdam svu ovu muziku
do sada u čast Alejinog nasleđa, a sada konačno i Alejinog sopstvenog albuma koji je oduvek želela da izda.”
-Juha Ravio



Vapour-Aleah




Hour of the Nightingale ( Trees Of Eternity) je objavljen 11. novembra 2016.
preko Swart Records-a uz priznanje kritike i obožavalaca, kao inspirativno i dirljivo sećanje na Aleah.
Swart Records je 2017. izdao Halatarovu pesmu -No Stars Upon the Bridge-
, u kojoj se pojavljuju Juha Raivio, Tomi Joutsen iz Amorphisa i Gas Lipstick, bivši bubnjar benda HIM.
Tekstovi benda se sastoje od pesama i stihova Aleah koje je Juha prikupio za njihov debi album posvećen njoj.

Kažu da „Plamen koji gori duplo jače, gori upola kraće“,
ali sa izlaskom „My Will“ sa novog albuma „Aleah“,
na godišnjicu njene tragične smrti,
Alein duh gori sve jače i više...



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Juha to najbolje kaže:

„Nadam se da ćete podržati, podeliti i nositi ovaj album
kao zlatnu baklju Aleah i pričati svetu o njoj i njenoj muzici koju je ostavila za sobom.
Nosite plamen!"
 
Sacrifice
Aleah



Shaken I rise from the ashes of my Self I am Alive Despite all the storms that have run by Despite all the storms that have run by Fragrant as a Rose is the Dawn before my eyes Mother, let me live to see the day go by Save me from myself, for I will sacrifice Anything and Everything, to feel Him one more time Incarnated, and mine. Incarnated, and mine. Open I lie In the shadow of my Self I am Alive In the Light of what I have left behind In the Light of what I have left behind Fragrant as a Rose is the Dawn before my Eyes Mother, let me live to see the Day go by Save me from myself, for I will sacrifice Anything and Everything, to feel Him one more time Incarnated, and mine. Incarnated, and mine. Bridge. Cradle me in Your arms Let me come to no harm Lift me up into Your Light Where I have Clear Sight Clear Sight Fragrant as a Rose is the dawn before my Eyes​




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Potresena ustajem iz svog pepela
živa, uprkos svim proletelim olujama
mirisna poput ruže-pred mojim očima je zora
majko ,pusti me da doživim prolazak ovog dana

Spasi me od same sebe, žrtvovaću
sve i svašta ,sebe
da ga još jednom osetim
inkarnirana i moja otvorena laž.

U svojoj senci živa sam
U Svetlu onoga što sam ostavila iza sebe
Mirisna kao ruža je Zora pred mojim očima
Majko, pusti me da doživim da Dan prođe
Spasi me od sebe jer ću žrtvovati
Sve i Svašta, da Ga još jednom osetim
inkarnirani i moj ...most.
Uzmi me u svoje naručje,
Ne dozvoli da stradam
Podigni me u Svoju Svetlost
Gde imam jasan vid
Mirisna kao ruža je zora pred mojim očima.....
 
Open Sky
Aleah


Fragrance of spring
Softly floating
Through the air
Washing over me
I hold the chalice
The grail of renewal
Deep within my own heart
Gently I Rise
Into the Open Sky
I am not
Losing my ground this time
Freedom is sweet
As my own blessing
I found peace
Now that my system can breathe
I see the future
Open before me
Do I have what it takes?
Gently I Rise.
Into the Open Sky
I am not
Losing my ground this time
Seasons are dying
In opening up my eyes
Seasons are dying
In opening up my eyes
Seasons are dying
In opening up my eyes
Gently I Rise.
Into the Open Sky
I am not
Losing my ground this time


Miris proleća meko lebdi
Kroz vazduh i kupa me
Držim putir , gral obnove
Duboko u srcu nežno ustajem
u otvoreno nebo
Ovaj put gubim tlo pod nogama
Sloboda je slatka
Kao sopstveni blagoslov
Našla sam mir ,mogu da dišem ,
Vidim budućnost otvorenu
preda mnom
Imam li sve što mi je potrebno?
Nežno idem u otvoreno nebo
Ne gubim tlo pod nogama ovaj put
Godišnja doba umiru
Kada otvorim oči...
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Closing Under Pressure
Aleah




I open this mind
So bare, so bleeding
And I'm eager for what to see
Why, I needed you to see, you to see me

Sacred contract
I can't see why it has to be so cruel
So unfair
When my heart only wants to be where I am home
Where I am home, where I am long lost
I am breaking through the gates
I can't see any further than my eyes
Well, let me in, I am breaking
Through the gates of heaven
I've dreamed this love and will
Like a fallen angel I've come to my own senses

See me closing under pressure
See me opening to you
I am bleeding for your eyes to see me
And I know just the way up to you
Behind it all
These forsake, these roles that we play in this life

I can't see any further than my eyes
Well, let me in, I am breaking
Through the gates of heaven
I've dreamed this love and will
Like a fallen angel I've come to my own senses
(I can't see any further than my eyes)
Well, let me in, I am breaking
Through the gates of heaven
I've dreamed this love and will
Like a fallen angel I've come to my own senses



Otvaram ovaj um naga i krvava
željna da vidim , da me vidiš.
Sveti ugovor
ne razumem što mora toliko
biti okrutno i nepošteno
moje srce želi da bude tamo gde sam kod kuće
u davno izgubljenom domu
probijam kapije,
dalje od očiju ne vidim
pusti me unutra,
kroz vrata raja razbijam se
sanjala sam ovu ljubav i volju
došla sam sebi kao pali anđeo
pogledaj -zatvaram se pod pritiskom
otvaram se i krvarim da me vidiš
znam put koji do tebe vodi
iza svega
napuštanje , uloge koje u životu imamo...
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