Little jubox

Simple Plan - I'm Just A Kid

I woke up it was 7
Waited till 11
just to figure out that no one would call
I think i got a lot of friends but I don't hear from them
What's another night all alone?
When your spending everyday on you own
and here it goes

[Chorus]
I'm just a kid and life is a nightmare
I'm just a kid, I know that its not fair
Nobody cares, cause I'm alone and the world is
having more fun than me

And maybe when the night is dead, I'll crawl into my bed
Staring at these 4 walls again
I'll try to think about the last time, I had a good time
Everyone's got somewhere to go
And their gonna leave me here on my own and here it goes

I'm just a kid and life is a nightmare
I'm just a kid, I know that its not fair
Nobody cares, cause I'm alone and the world is
having more fun than me

What the **** is wrong with me?
don't fit in with anybody
How did this happen to me?
Wide awake I'm bored and I can't fall asleep
and every night is the worst night ever

I'm just a kid [repeat x5]

I'm just a kid and life is a nightmare
I'm just a kid, I know that its not fair
Nobody cares, cause I'm alone and the world is nobody wants to be alone in the world.


I'm just a kid and life is a nightmare
I'm just a kid, I know that its not fair
Nobody cares, cause I'm alone and the world is nobody wants to be alone in the world
Nobody cares, cause I'm alone and the world is
having more fun than me.

Tonight.

I'm all alone tonight
Nobody cares tonight
Cause im just a kid tonight
 
The Mavericks Here Comes My Baby lyrics
(Cat Stevens)

In the midnight moonlight hour
He's walking along that lonely mile
And every time I do
I keep seeing this picture of you

Here comes my baby
Here she comes now
And it comes as no surprise to me
With another guy
Well here comes my baby
Here she comes now
Walkin' with a love, with a love
That's oh so fine
Never to be mine no matter how I try

You'll never walk alone
And you're forever talkin' on the phone
And I try to call your name
But every time it comes out the same

Here comes my baby
Here she comes now
And it comes as no surprise to me
With another guy
Well here comes my baby
Here she comes now
Walkin' with a love, with a love
That's oh so fine
Never to be mine no matter how I try

Here comes my baby
Here she comes now
And it comes as no surprise to me
With another guy
Well here comes my baby
Here she comes now
Walkin' with a love, with a love
That's oh so fine
Never to be mine no matter how I try
 
Dire Straits — “Money for Nothing”

Now look at them yo-yo’s that’s the way you do it
You play the guitar on the mtv
That ain’t workin’ that’s the way you do it
Money for nothin’ and chicks for free
Now that ain’t workin’ that’s the way you do it
Lemme tell ya them guys ain’t dumb
Maybe get a blister on your little finger
Maybe get a blister on your thumb

We gotta install microwave ovens
Custom kitchen deliveries
We gotta move these refrigerators
We gotta move these colour tv’s

See the little faggot with the earring and the makeup
Yeah buddy that’s his own hair
That little faggot got his own jet airplane
That little faggot he’s a millionaire

We gotta install microwave ovesns
Custom kitchens deliveries
We gotta move these refrigerators
We gotta move these colour tv’s

I shoulda learned to play the guitar
I shoulda learned to play them drums
Look at that mama, she got it stickin’ in the camera
Man we could have some fun
And he’s up there, what’s that? hawaiian noises?
Bangin’ on the bongoes like a chimpanzee
That ain’t workin’ that’s the way you do it
Get your money for nothin’ get your chicks for free

We gotta install microwave ovens
Custom kitchen deliveries
We gotta move these refrigerators
We gotta move these colour tv’s, lord

Now that ain’t workin’ that’s the way you do it
You play the guitar on the mtv
That ain’t workin’ that’s the way you do it
Money for nothin’ and your chicks for free
Money for nothin’ and chicks for free

:D:D
 
Blur - End Of The Century

She said there's ants in the carpet
Dirty like monsters
Eating all the morsels
Picking up the rubbish
Give her effervescence
She needs a little sparkle
Good morning tv
You're looking so healthy

[Chorus]
AND WE ALL SAY
DON'T WANT TO BE ALONE
WE WEAR THE SAME CLOTHES
BECAUSE WE FEEL THE SAME
AND KISS WITH DRY LIPS
WHEN WE SAY GOODNIGHT
END OF THE CENTURY... IT'S NOTHING SPECIAL

Sex on tv
Everybody's at it
And the mind gets dirty
As you get closer to thirty
He gives her a cuddle
They're glowing in a huddle
Good night tv
You're all made up
And you know that

[Chorus]

Can you eat her yes you can

[Chorus]
 
Massive Attack-Better Things

Don't drag me down
Just because you're down
And just cause you're blue
Don't make me too
And though you've found
You need more than me
Don't talk to me
About being free

That's freedom without love
And magic without love
Magic without love

Hear me say
Better things will surely come our way
Hear me say
Better things will surely come our way

You say the magic's gone
Well i'm not a magician
You say the spark's gone
Well get an electrician
And save your line about needing to be free
All that's bullshit babe
You just want rid of me

You want freedom without love
And magic without love
Magic without love
Yeah

Hear me say
Better things will surely come my way
Hear me say
Better things will surely come my way
 
NINANAJNA
Te zapoznav ko fraer lud po hip-hop, r'n'b
Shto e dobra muzika ti me nauchi
Shto se sluchi, koj te smeni
Stvarno ne te razbiram
Glaven turbo-folker stana ti
A jas poluduvam

Pej si ti nana-ni-nananajna
Zapej mi nana-ni-nananajna
Zhiv dokaz toa e
Ti ne si za mene
Pej si ti nana-ni-nananajna
Zapej mi nana-ni-nananajna
Odi, ne vrakjaj se
Ti veke ne si za mene

Eminem go zameni so planet folkeri
Shakira i Madonna mene mi gi zabrani
Shto se sluchi, koj te smeni
Stvarno ne te razbiram
Glaven turbo-folker stana ti
A jas poluduvam

Pej si ti nana-ni-nananajna
Zapej mi nana-ni-nananajna
Zhiv dokaz toa e
Ti ne si za mene
Pej si ti nana-ni-nananajna
Zapej mi nana-ni-nananajna
Odi, ne vrakjaj se
Ti veke ne si za mene

Kaj se sega tie denovi koga jas i ti
Bevme najsrekjni?
Mozhesh pola grad da zapalish
No ne me vrakjash ti
Ti me izgubi

Pej si ti nana-ni-nananajna
Zapej mi nana-ni-nananajna
Zhiv dokaz toa e
Ti ne si za mene
Pej si ti nana-ni-nananajna
Zapej mi nana-ni-nananajna
Odi, ne vrakjaj se
Ti veke ne si za mene

Pej si ti nana-ni-nananajna
 
Madonna - Like A Prayer

Life is a mystery, everyone must stand alone
I hear you call my name
And it feels like home

[Chorus:]

When you call my name it's like a little prayer
I'm down on my knees, I wanna take you there
In the midnight hour I can feel your power
Just like a prayer you know I'll take you there

I hear your voice, it's like an angel sighing
I have no choice, I hear your voice
Feels like flying
I close my eyes, Oh God I think I'm falling
Out of the sky, I close my eyes
Heaven help me

[chorus]

Like a child you whisper softly to me
You're in control just like a child
Now I'm dancing
It's like a dream, no end and no beginning
You're here with me, it's like a dream
Let the choir sing

[chorus]

Just like a prayer, your voice can take me there
Just like a muse to me, you are a mystery
Just like a dream, you are not what you seem
Just like a prayer, no choice your voice can take me there

Just like a prayer, I'll take you there
It's like a dream to me
 
You're the devil in me
I brought in from the cold
You said your body was young

but your mind was very old

You're coming on strong and I like the way
The visions we had have faded away
You're part of a life I've never had
I'll tell you that it's just too bad

You're coming on strong
You're showing your colour
Like a setting sun


:razz: 8-)






 
The Cult, Bridges Burn

Shaking your fist, yeah
Do you feel like a man?
Got a rock in your pocket
Got the girl by the hand

Flick the bird to the world, yeah
'cause the world is your plan
Don't stand still for no one
Don't take it, take it, take it

All my life, i never learned
My bridge is raised, yay-yay, my bridges burn
And all my dreams seem faded away, yeah
My bridge is raised, yay-yay, my bridges burn

Hang your head 'till tomorrow
Look to the stars for your muse
Yeah, the world's better mellow
Yeah, you're judged by your shoes

Yeah, your mouth is so dirty
Since you were a kid
Rise up like a flame
Don't take it, take it, take it, take it

All my life, i never learned
My bridge is raised, yay-yay, my bridges burn
And all my dreams seem faded away, yeah
My bridge is raised, yay, well, my bridges burn

Don't be a zero, be a hero
A sex pistol, guitar hero
Don't be a zero, you gotta be a hero
A sex pistol, guitar hero...:razz:
 
Sade-Cherish the Day

You're ruling the way that I move
And I breathe your air
You only can rescue me
This is my prayer
If you were mine
If you were mine
I wouldn't want to go to heaven

I cherish the day
I won't go astray
I won't be afraid
You won't catch me running
You're ruling the way that I move
You take my air
You show me how deep love can be
You're ruling the way that I move
And I breathe your air
You only can rescue me

This is my prayer
I Cherish the Day
I won't go astray
I won't be afraid
You won't catch me running
I Cherish the Day
I won't go astray
I won't be afraid
Won't run away

You show me how deep love can be
You show me how deep love can be

This is my prayer
I Cherish the Day
I won't go astray
I won't be afraid
Won't run away
Won't shy

I Cherish the Day
I won't go astray
I Cherish the Day
I Cherish the Day
I Cherish the Day
I Cherish the Day
I Cherish the Day
:D
 
The Offspring - Original Prankster

Until the break of dawn
Life life
Cannot go by the letter
Time time
Prozac can make it better
Noise noise
Any kind will do
Can you feel it slip away
When it's all on you

Crime crime
Rockin' like Janet Reno
Time time
Eighteen and life in Chino
Freud Freud
All along it's true
Well you'll see there comes a day
Catches up to you

Knock down the walls, it's alive in you
Knock down the place, you're alone it's true
Knock down the world, it's alive in you
You gotta keep your head up through it all
You're gonna
Bust out on it - original prankster
Break out yeah - original yeah
Bust out on it - original prankster
You never stop now, stop now
That's what the main man say

You know it smells like shit
Goddamn
Tag team the double header
Son of Sam
Fire always makes it better
Navigate
With style and aplomb
Cause wherever you're at
That's the tip you's on

Lies, lies
Says he's down in the Bahamas
Tries tries
Bangin' little hoochie mamas
No way
None of this is true
Well he'll see there comes a day
When the joke's on you yeah

Dime dime
So good to see ya
Nine nine
Don't want to be ya
Crime crime
Fine sensimilla
 
The Searchers

SWEETS FOR MY SWEET


(Pomus / Shuman)

Sweets for my sweet, sugar for my honey
Your first sweet kiss thrilled me so
Sweets for my sweet, sugar for my honey
I'll never ever let you go

If you wanted that star that shines so brightly
To match the stardust in your eye
Darling, I would chase that bright star nightly
And try to steal it from the sky
And I would bring

Sweets for my sweet, sugar for my honey
Your first sweet kiss thrilled me so
Sweets for my sweet, sugar for my honey
I'll never ever let you go

If you wanted a king to keep you smilin'
I'd tell the sandman you were blue
And I'd ask him to keep that sand a-pilin'
Until your dreams had all come true
And I would bring

Sweets for my sweet, sugar for my honey
Your first sweet kiss thrilled me so
Sweets for my sweet, sugar for my honey
I'll never ever let you go

And if you wanted a love to last forever
Darlin' I would send my love your way
And my love'd not only last forever
But forever and a day
And I would bring

Sweets for my sweet, sugar for my honey
Your first sweet kiss thrilled me so
Sweets for my sweet, sugar for my honey
I'll never ever let you go
 
ROY ORBINSON
I'm Hurtin'


Felt this way yesterday,
Today I keep hurtin', yeah hurtin'
Time goes by, right on by, and I,
I'm still hurtin', yeah hurtin'.

You walked away, the pain began,
I knew I'd never love again.
Oh my heart tore apart,
And I'm sure hurtin', yeah hurtin'.

You walked away, the pain begain,
I knew I'd never love again.
Seems to me my destiny
Is to be just hurtin', yeah hurtin.
 
A clouded dream on an earthly night
Hangs upon the crescent moon
A voiceless song in an ageless light
Sings at the coming dawn
Birds in flight are calling there
Where the heart moves the stones
It's there that my heart is longing
All for the love of you

A painting hangs on an ivy wall
Nestled in the emerald moss
The eyes declare a truce of trust
Then it draws me far away
Where deep in the desert twilight
Sand melts in pools of the sky
Darkness lays her crimson cloak
Your lamps will call me home

And so it's there my homage's due
Clutched by the still of the night
Now I feel you move
And every breath is full
So it's there my homage's due
Clutched by the still of the night
Even the distance feels so near
All for the love of you

A clouded dream on an earthly night
Hangs upon the crescent moon
A voiceless song in an ageless light
Sings at the coming dawn
Birds in flight are calling there
Where the heart moves the stones
It's there that my heart is longing
All for the love of you
 
Nadie comprende lo que sufro yo
Tanto que ya no puedo sollozar
Solo temblando de ansiedad estoy
Todos me miran y se van

To you
My heart cries out "Perfidia"
For I find you, the love of my life
In somebody else's arms

Your eyes are echoing "Perfidia"
Forgetful of the promise of love
You're sharing another's charms

With a sad lament my dreams are faded like a broken melody
While the gods of love look down and laugh
At what romantic fools we mortals be

And now
I find my love was not for you
And so I take it back with a sigh
Perfidia's won
Goodbye :razz:
 
Rise - The Cult


You are the sun

I am the flame

You are the blood

I am the same

We are the love

That rises again

They are the snake

That bites on your veins

We are not chained to the wheel

You are the tear

I have no fear

You are so strange

I feel the same

Sorcerous mind

We rise again

We are not chained to the wheel, to the wheel



It's the way that you feel

It's the truth in your eye

You got wings upon your back

And you can fly

It's the way that you feel

It's the truth in your eye

'Cos you're up against the world

And still you rise

And still you rise



You are alive

Height of my dreams

You are the stars

That mystify me

And you are the wolf

That frightens the thief

And you are the voice

That that they disbelieve

We are not chained to the wheel

And you are the spark

That sets us all free


We are not chained to the wheel, to the wheel



It's the way that you feel

It's the truth in your eye

You got wings upon your back

And you can fly

It's the way that you feel

It's the truth in your eye

'Cos you're up against the world

But still you rise

And still you rise



Whaoh, baby 8-)



 
Nirvana - Come As You Are

Come, as you are. As you were.
As I want you to be. As a friend.
As a friend. As an old enemy. Take your time.
Hurry up. The choice is yours. Don't be late.
Take a rest. As a friend. As a old memory, memory, memory, memory.

Come. Dowsed in mud. Soaked in bleach.
As I want you to be. As a trend. As a friend.
As an old memory, memory, memory, memory.

And I swear that I don't have a gun.
No I don't have a gun. No I don't have a gun.

Memory, memory, memory, memory (don't have a gun).

And I swear that I don't have a gun.
No I don't have a gun. No I don't have a gun.
No I don't have a gun. No I don't have a gun. Memory, memory...
 
Metallica - Master of Puppets

Battery

Lashing out the action, returning the reaction
Weak are ripped and torn away
Hypnotizing power, crushing all that cower
Battery is here to stay

Smashing through the boundaries
lunacy has found me
cannot stop the Battery
Pounding out aggression
turns into obsession
cannot kill the Battery

Cannot kill the family
Battery is found in me


Battery


Crushing all deceivers, mashing non-believers
never ending potency
Hungry violence seeker, feeding off the weaker
Breeding on insanity


Smashing through the boundaries
lunacy has found me
cannot stop the Battery
Pounding out aggression
turns into obsession
cannot kill the Battery


Cannot kill the family
Battery is found in me


Battery


Circle of Destruction, Hammer comes crushing
Powerhouse of energy
Whipping up a fury, Dominating flurry
We create the Battery


Smashing through the boundaries
lunacy has found me
cannot stop the Battery
Pounding out aggression
turns into obsession
cannot kill the Battery


Cannot kill the family
Battery is found in me


Battery
 
Metallica - The black album (Metallica)

Enter Sandman

Say your prayers little one
don't forget, my son
to include everyone

tuck you in, warm within
keep you free from sin
till the sandman he comes

sleep with one eye open
gripping your pillow tight

exit light
enter night
take my hand
off to never never land

something's wrong, shut the light
heavy thoughts tonight
and they aren't of snow white

dreams of war, dreams of liars
dreams of dragon's fire
and of things that will bite

sleep with one eye open
gripping your pillow tight

exit light
enter night
take my hand
off to never never land

now I lay me down to sleep
pray the lord my soul to keep
if I die before I wake
pray the lord my soul to take

hush little baby, don't say a word
and never mind that noise you heard
it's just the beast under your bed,
in your closet, in your head

exit light
enter night
grain of sand

exit light
enter night
take my hand
we're off to never never land
 
.. Kosheen - Catch You


Catch You

You create misery
Have your cake and eat it
Take your place in history
And pray we don't repeat it

Call it fate
Call it back
Call it up
Don't call me later

Lay your head
In your bed
It's just how you made it

Out of my way I'm running
I'm gonna catch you if I can
Out of my way I'm coming
I'm gonna catch you if I can
Out of my way I'm running
I'm gonna catch you if I can
Out of my way I'm running
I'm gonna catch you

It's your day
Believe it
It's your date with destiny
It's too late to leave it
After all, it's your, it's your party

Call it luck
Call it faith
Call me beautiful to my face
Call it up
To my surprise
It's just how you made it

Out of my way I'm running
I'm gonna catch you if I can
Out of my way I'm coming
I'm gonna catch you if I can
Out of my way I'm running
I'm gonna catch you if I can
Out of my way I'm running
I'm gonna catch you

(You, you, you...)

Out of my way I'm running
I'm gonna catch you if I can
Out of my way I'm coming
I'm gonna catch you if I can
Out of my way I'm running
I'm gonna catch you if I can
Out of my way I'm running
I'm gonna catch you

Catch you
Catch yo
 
DISGUSTIPATED
And the angel of the lord came unto me, snatching me up from my place of slumber.
And took me on high and higher still until we moved to the spaces betwixt the air itself.
And he brought me into a vast farmlands of our own Midwest. And as we descended, cries of impending doom rose from the soil.
One thousand, nay a million voices full of fear. And terror possessed me then.
And I begged,

[size=+1]"Angel of the Lord, what are these tortured screams?"
And the angel said unto me, "These are the cries of the carrots, the cries of the carrots! You see, Reverend Maynard, tomorrow is harvest day and to them it is the holocaust." [/size]
And I sprang from my slumber drenched in sweat like the tears of one million terrified brothers and roared, [size=+1]"Hear me now, I have seen the light! They have a consciousness, they have a life, they have a soul! Damn you! Let the rabbits wear glasses![/size] Save our brothers!" Can I get an amen? Can I get a hallelujah? Thank you Jesus. Life feeds on life feeds on life feeds on life feeds on........ This is necessary.
It was daylight when you woke up in your ditch. You looked up at your sky then. That made blue be your color. You had your knife there with you too. When you stood up there as goo all over your clothes. Your hands were sticky. You wiped them on your grass, so ow your color was green. Oh Lord, why did everything always have to keep changing Like this.
You were already getting nervous again. Your head hurt and it rang when you stood up. Your head was almost empty. It always hurt you when you woke up like this. You crawled up out of your ditch onto your gravel road and began to walk, waiting for the rest of your mind to come back to you. You can see the car parked far down the road and you walked toward it. "If God is our Father," you thought, "then Satan must be our cousin." Why didn't anyone else understand these important things? You got to your car and tried all the doors. They were locked. It was a red car and it was new. There was an expensive leather camera case laying on the seat. Out across your field, you could see two tiny people walking by your woods. You began to walk towards them. Now red was your color and, of course, those little people out there were yours too.
 
INXS - Beautiful Girl Lyrics
Nicky's in the corner
With a black coat on
Running from a bad home
With some cat inside

Now where did you find her
Among the neon lights
That haunt the streets outside
Stay with me

Beautiful girl (stay with me)
Beautiful girl (stay with me)
She wants to go home

From doorway to doorway
Street corner to corner
With the neon ghosts in the city
And she says

Stay with me
Stay with me
Stay with me
Stay with me

She's so scared
So very frightened
Anything could happen
Right here tonight

Beautiful girl (stay with me)
Beautiful girl (stay with me)
She wants to go home

Stay with me (beautiful girl)
Stay with me (beautiful girl)
Stay with me (beautiful girl)
Stay with me (beautiful girl)
 
Niko

Hey Nico, stay strong in this world
My girl, ignore their cold words
The song of your heart's so true
The sigh is a way for you
Hey Nico, stay strong in this world

I watched your spirit fly
Across the velvet sky
The secrets that you hide

I'm lost inside your sweet kiss
Hey Nico, the life that you missed
Sometimes you're so strange to me
Alone as your heart that bleeds alone
Hey Nico, stay strong in this world, my girl

I watched your spirit fly
Across the velvet sky
The secrets that you hide
Yeah, the secret that you hide, that you hide

Then you fell
And then you fell
And then you fell
And then you fell straight to hell

Straight to hell
Straight to hell
Straight to hell
Striaght to hell

The silence of your wings
The beauty that it brings
A kiss before we die
One kiss before we fry

I watched your spirit fly
Across the velvet sky
The secrets that you hide
The secret that you hide
Whoa-whoa, yeah


The Cult 8-)
 
Red Hot Chili Peppers - Breaking The Girl

I am a man
Cut from the know
Rarely do friends
Come and then go
She was a girl
Soft but estranged
We were the two
Our lives rearranged
Feeling so good that day
A feeling of love that day

Twisting and turning
Your feelings are burning
You're breaking the girl
She meant you no harm

[chorus]
Think you're so clever
But now you must sever
You're breaking the girl
He loves no one else

Raised by my dad
Girl of the day
He was my man
That was the way
She was the girl
Left alone
Feeling the need
To make me her home
I don't know what when or why
The twilight of love had arrived

[chorus]
 
Njen duh je slobodan..
Sa drugom decom, rucicama od blata zeli da dohvati sunce i zagrli k'o brata..
Ona joj sapuce tajne o zemlji iza ogledala,
ako u bajku verujes, nije se uzalud ispredala.
Tuga je tvoja pruga,
s druge strane eka vise od cupa,
tvoje oci su krila, vode te svuda,
dodirni dlanom grudi, nije to srce sto kuca,
ne, to snovi stidljivo kuckaju s polja da ih pustis unutra.
Tvoji prsti su kistovi,
oboji ljude sto se boje da kroz temperament od crne tempere
udahnu polen i ponovo se rode.
Tad ce imati pogled voden. Oprosti im,
nacrtaces sebi osmeh, opet,
hiljadu svitaca u ovoj veceri su tvoji fenjeri,
tako je lako leteti kad dete si, nek lete sni,

preko zaspalih ulica, kisna muzika nocas bira da bude
stras notama rosnim u kosi navuci kostim od tila i vec si plava vila,
pogledom ozivljavas lutka,sledeceg sekunda tvoj meda ti kaze "Cekao sam te,
vodim te gde ne znaju jecaje, skok visoko iznad krova,
eto vas na repu zvezde,
on sapicom cepa nebo, kud me to vodis medo, ne vidim te ludice
oblaka pune trepavice, stani, vidim zeravice, jel to ljudima svetli lice,
stotine, stotine ljudi lete ka nama,
na celu povorke ono su tata i mama,
poput vetra laka, koktel smeha i placa,
koraca ka njima, blistava, kakva nikad nije bila,
i sad im prasta sto su otisli, ovde je toliko lepse,
sve je od srece i pesme,
al od jednom sve se trese,
iza planina pomalja se ruzna glava dzina,
svi ljudi oko nje postaju ljudi od dima i nestaju,
ostaje sama i tad u licu zlog dzina prepoznaje lice svog strica i na komde puca slika,
staklici razbijene maste zarivaju se u oci,
peku je i najzad vidi isto sto i svake noci:
ogromno telo nad njom, dahtanje s mirisom rakije,
hrapavi jezik od kojeg se jezi,
a svuda je lepljivi znoj, i bol,
ta stvar,mac sto sece sve cedno u njoj,
prljavi prsti u ustima, drhtaj u butinama,
ona vristi u sebi, rucicu pruza ka medi,
al hoce li je cuti sada, od suza ga ne vidi jasno, tako strasno boli je,
uzmi me medo, medice moj, vodi me, molim te!
Al nemi lutak ravnodusno gleda staklenim ocima,
srce se izgubilo ispod plisa, utonulo u nista,
u zidove dobuju samo stricevi uzdasi i kisa,
i noc je gluva i sve od spolja guta tisina...

Sveti bes, moje sve, moj bol, moj celi svet,
sveti bes i sta je greh, posle il' pre po svoje vraca se...


Pedeset mu je godina...
Dok napolju oluja besni, sedi u fotelji i lista knjigu,
sad je na pesmi gavran,
u pesmi pominje se samac, zamah krila i noc,
zloslutna ptica sto je samcu jedini gost,
noc kao ova, samac kao on,
ali gavran, gavran samo je u pesmi toj,
samo ludost, to stvarno ne moze biti, ma ne,
prijatno pucketa kamin, on nastavlja vino piti,
u taj cas zakuca neko, covek se strese,
magla mu je nekog dovela k'o gavrana iz pesme,
premda za drustvom ne cezne ipak otvara vrata,
i pred njima ugleda mladica satkanog od mraka,
crni mantil, duga kosa, tamne oci i bes,
te oci koje mu se zabadaju ravno u svest,
htede nesto da kaze, al mu zafalise reci,
tad sevnu munja kad i mladiceva pesnica,
jos jedna, pa jos jedna, covek se nadje na podu,
dok skupa sa mladicem usetase jeza i tama u sobu,
covek na sebi oseti nogu i pogled s visine
i tada bespomocno viknu: "Ti prokleti ku.rvin sine!"
I to bese varnica, strela u mladicevo srce,
ko zna zasto, on vrisnu i navali coveka da tuce,
krvnicki, demonski, bez milosti, cime i gde stigne,
covek pljuje krv, urlici se gube ispod cizme,
onog trena kad mu nasloni pistolj na slepoocnicu,
covek shvati da mladic nema kocnicu i da je kraj,
dok kaslje sopstvene zube pokusava da pita "Zasto"
al mladic progovori sam, vec je jasno:
"Kako ti se svidja da budes sa ove strane straha,
tebi koji si sejao strah, kako ti je sada,
da li ti se vrti film, sve sekvence kad je mucis,
i kada, kad ti je dosadila pa je vise ne zelis u kuci,
slika nje same na ulici dok je slomljeno nebo lilo,
ti, ti bednice, ne znas sta je posle bilo!
Nisam ja ku.rvin sin, ja sam sin stotine bednika,
takvih poput tebe sto su joj bili nada jedina
da nekako izdrzava sebe, a potom i sina,
za sitan novac zenska toplina uz casu jeftinog vina,
na kraju je dokusurila sida, ali ima i veci bol,
da se rodis sa sidom, hajde zamisli to!
Rodio sam se sa HIV-om ali cu umreti sa osmehom,
ovo je tvoj kraj, ti zavrsavas mojom osvetom!"
Tupo "klik" , tajac, pa jedan urlik u prazno,
kao sto je i pistolj prazan, smesi se mladic u tamnom.
Sad si samo senka, jadnice, nistavan pred strahom,
dzelat tebi necu biti ja, vec zivot, zvaces ga kaznom,
i tad na svetlu blesnu igla sa sprica,
sto ga lagano izvuce iz dzepa mladic mracnog lica,
zari ga sebi u venu i bez zurbe istoci sok mrznje,
kapi svetog besa sto njime oduvek struje,
sablasno se osmehnu, napolju sevnu,
on mu zabi spricu u vrat, ubgizga svoju krv i to bese sah-mat,
Mladic odseta u mrak i ostase samo uzdasi strica,
al noc je gluva i sve od spolja guta tisina...

Sveti bes, moje sve, moj bol, moj celi svet,
sveti bes i sta je greh, posle il' pre po svoje vraca se...
 

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