Ne. Nisam se napio.
Nisam ni zaplakao... Mada je malo nedostajalo sestog dana.
Pijanstvo prepustam veselima, a plac cuvam za doba kolere.
Kakav sam ja to covek?
Pustam da sve prolazi mimo mene kao da me se uopste ne tice, a u stvari zavisim od toga.
Cudan ili drugaciji? Ili je to isto?
Izgleda da vise nije ni vazno.
Prvo sam odbijao da poverujem, nalazio razne nelogicnosti u svemu...
Na kraju sam morao da prihvatim iako ni dan-danas neki deo mene negde to jos nije uradio.
Pomislim da bi mi lakse bilo da sam saznao u vreme kad se sve desavalo.
A sa druge strane, pitanje je kako bih sve podneo jos neoporavljen.
Kako bilo... To je izgleda to.
Izabrali smo razlicite puteve ni ne pokusavajuci ozbiljno da uradimo nesto da bude drugacije...
Lukavi nas je prevario, a da verovatno ni on nije mislio da ce biti tako lako. Pustili smo mu.
Jednostavno je tako, koliko god se ti ne slagala i ja mirio.
Samo...
Ubice me ova fotografija. Znas ona crno-bela koju si ostavila.
Ona na kojoj jos nisi bila necija, a sanjala si samo mene.
Evo... I reci mi ponestaje.
Kao da ih je nekad i bilo - reci ces.
Za kraj... Citat. Nije to bas moj stil ali moram priznati da me je dobio.
Znas da vise volim da budem originalan ali suvisno je pisati nesto sto je
vec napisano. To je ionako sve jedna ista prica...
Did I disappoint you or let you down?
Should I be feeling guilty or let the judges frown?
'Cause I saw the end before we'd begun,
Yes I saw you were blinded and I knew I had won.
So I took what's mine by eternal right.
Took your soul out into the night.
It may be over but it won't stop there,
I am here for you if you'd only care.
You touched my heart you touched my soul.
You changed my life and all my goals.
And love is blind and that I knew when,
My heart was blinded by you.
I've kissed your lips and held your hand.
Shared your dreams and shared your bed.
I know you well, I know your smell.
I've been addicted to you.
Goodbye my lover.
Goodbye my friend.
You have been the one.
You have been the one for me.
I am a dreamer and when i wake,
You can't break my spirit - it's my dreams you take.
And as you move on, remember me,
Remember us and all we used to be
I've seen you cry, I've seen you smile.
I've watched you sleeping for a while.
I'd be the father of your child.
I'd spend a lifetime with you.
I know your fears and you know mine.
We've had our doubts but now we're fine,
And I love you, I swear that's true.
I cannot live without you.
Goodbye my lover.
Goodbye my friend.
You have been the one.
You have been the one for me.
And I still hold your hand in mine.
In mine when I'm asleep.
And I will bare my soul in time,
When I'm kneeling at your feet.
Goodbye my lover.
Goodbye my friend.
You have been the one.
You have been the one for me.
I'm so hollow, baby, I'm so hollow.
I'm so, I'm so, I'm so hollow.
I'm so hollow, baby, I'm so hollow.
I'm so, I'm so, I'm so hollow.
Srecan ti rodjendan moja The One.
P.S.
Ako se prepoznas, i ako ovo izazove nesto u tebi(ako uopste jos moze), molim te nemoj da mislis da sam imao neke lose namere.
Znam da si ti sad kompletna i da vise nikad necemo biti ravnopravni.
Jer za mene je i dalje prazno...
Nemoj ni da se mrstis onako sa cudjenjem sta sve umisljam i dajem sebi za pravo. Onako znas, kao da nisam normalan.
Ni da pustis suze na te tvoje trepavice...
Pokusaj jos jednom da prizoves onaj sjaj u oci, a ja ti mozda jednom sve objasnim.
Mozda...
U onom nasem delicu vecnosti.