ZA moju Umu

Mr.Shishmish · 25.10.2004. u 02:57

let's begin with this poem !!!!

There’s still a little bit of your taste in my mouth
There’s still a little bit of you laced with my doubt
It’s still a little hard to say what's going on
There’s still a little bit of your ghost your witness
There’s still a little bit of your face i haven't kissed
You step a little closer each day
That i can’t say what's going on

Stones taught me to fly
Love taught me to cry
So come on courage
Teach me to be shy
'Cause it's not hard to fall
And I don't wanna scare her
It's not hard to fall
And I don't wanna lose
It's not hard to grow
When you know that you just don't know

uma · 25.10.2004. u 03:00

shishmish01:
let's begin with this poem !!!!

There’s still a little bit of your taste in my mouth
There’s still a little bit of you laced with my doubt
It’s still a little hard to say what's going on
There’s still a little bit of your ghost your witness
There’s still a little bit of your face i haven't kissed
You step a little closer each day
That i can’t say what's going on

Stones taught me to fly
Love taught me to cry
So come on courage
Teach me to be shy
'Cause it's not hard to fall
And I don't wanna scare her
It's not hard to fall
And I don't wanna lose
It's not hard to grow
When you know that you just don't know

I would whisper love so loudly
Every heart would understand
That love and only love
Can join the tribes of man
I would give my hearts desire
So that you might see
The first step is to realize
That it all begins with you and me
I would whisper love so loudly
Every heart would understand
That love and only love
Can join the tribes of man
I would give my hearts desire
So that you might see
The first step is to realize
That it all begins with YOU & ME... :!:

Mr.Shishmish · 25.10.2004. u 03:04

I met you and fell for you
I couldnt get enough of it
The way you made me feel
The way we clicked so well
The way we never could disagree
And the way you new how to please me
I love the way I felt because of you
And I knew we were destined to be
And I knew Love once again because of you
And now I know Pain again
You left me alone and addicted to you
You were my drug
I was cut off
And forced to go cold turkey
All because you left without a word
It drove me up and around the walls
And I still dont know why you left me so
My peace will not come till I do know
It hurts me so bad to fell terribly alone yet again.

uma · 25.10.2004. u 03:07

NE BUDI DALEKO OD MENE

Ne budi daleko od mene ni
jedan dan,
jer, ne znam kako bih rekao,
dan je dug
i cekat cu te na nekoj stanici
kad negdje daleko usnu
valovi.
Nemoj otici ni samo jedan
cas, jer tada,
u tom casu, spoje se kapi
nesanice
i mozda ce sav dim sto trazi
svoju kucu
doci da ubije i moje
izgubljeno srce.
Jao, neka se ne razbije tvoj lik
na pesku,
jao, neka ne lete tvoje vjede u
odsutnosti:
ljubljena ne idi od mene ni za
trenutak,
jer u tom otici ces tako daleko
da cu obici zemlju ispitujuci
hoces li se vratiti ili me
ostaviti da umrem.

Pablo Neruda (savrsheno kao i uvek... pogadja prave rechi)

Mr.Shishmish · 25.10.2004. u 03:08

ova je onako bash u mom fazonu !!!
ali shta cu kada neumem da ti pokazem svoju ljubav mozda ce lakshe ici ovako da ti pishem o njoj .....
Ustvari ne bi umeo ni rechima da ti ispricham svoja osecanja ..... bezveze zarobljenik koji ne ume i nezna da iskaze ljubav . to sam ja u ovom sluchaju

Mr.Shishmish · 25.10.2004. u 03:11

I need your arms around me !!!!!!!!!!!

uma · 25.10.2004. u 03:13

shishmish01:
I met you and fell for you
I couldnt get enough of it
The way you made me feel
The way we clicked so well
The way we never could disagree
And the way you new how to please me
I love the way I felt because of you
And I knew we were destined to be
And I knew Love once again because of you
And now I know Pain again
You left me alone and addicted to you
You were my drug
I was cut off
And forced to go cold turkey
All because you left without a word
It drove me up and around the walls
And I still dont know why you left me so
My peace will not come till I do know
It hurts me so bad to fell terribly alone yet again.

kako govori o tebi? (al smo skroz lichni, osecam se kao gola i neko me voajerishe!)

uma · 25.10.2004. u 03:16

shishmish01:
I need your arms around me !!!!!!!!!!!

...all the answers you have.. my love...

always that strong yearning... again and again

Mr.Shishmish · 25.10.2004. u 03:26

uma:
shishmish01:

I met you and fell for you
I couldnt get enough of it
The way you made me feel
The way we clicked so well
The way we never could disagree
And the way you new how to please me
I love the way I felt because of you
And I knew we were destined to be
And I knew Love once again because of you
And now I know Pain again
You left me alone and addicted to you
You were my drug
I was cut off
And forced to go cold turkey
All because you left without a word
It drove me up and around the walls
And I still dont know why you left me so
My peace will not come till I do know
It hurts me so bad to fell terribly alone yet again.

Kliknite za proširenje...

kako govori o tebi? (al smo skroz lichni, osecam se kao gola i neko me voajerishe!)

ne govori o meni nego je u mom fazonu my sweetheart

Mr.Shishmish · 25.10.2004. u 03:48

'i have to be okay' said a girl.
she only pretends things are fine.
and then she sacrifices her dream.

don't ever think it's true, when they promise what they do.
nothing is real, it's just a way to live.
not only is she alone. she's just a lonely girl
sometimes things never change, they refuse to stay the same.

hey, do you see that star?
it looks kind of sad, kind of alone.
it falls.

'i will be okay', said a girl.
she pulled down her sleeve.
'red of my favorite colour'. she muttered.
'it's an ugly colour on me.'

a wind to blows right through, a constant sky of blue
some stars just never fade, shining brighter.
she's clinging on too hard until i almost fall apart
she's never felt this way to be petrified of my heart

daylight comes soon.
the blue of the sky, it's beautiful.

stay now. says the girl, to the nights sky.
and i'll be okay.

a song on constant replay, it goes something like this:
it's hopeless.
so hopeless.
too hopeless.
i'm hopeless.

Mr.Shishmish · 25.10.2004. u 03:55

Mr.Shishmish · 25.10.2004. u 04:06

My life is just a lie
that is trying to reach the sky;
but falls back into the atmosphere
with every step that you take nearer.

My life is just a lie,
this is one thing I won't hide.
From the things I know aren't real,
To the way you make me feel.

My life is just a lie,
of which I need be deprived.
And all the truths which I hold dear,
are what you take away from here.

My life is just a lie.
I no longer can deny
my truths from being told,
this mask of being bold.

My life is just a lie.
I no longer wish to try
to find out what you mean to me,
to believe this was meant to be.

My life is just a lie,
when we see this eye to eye;
you'll find darkness and despair,
you'll wish you had never cared.

My life is just a lie,
and there's nothing left inside.
I no longer wish to trust,
But in my heart I know I must.

Mr.Shishmish · 25.10.2004. u 04:12

I’ll Stay

I want to tell you, “take care when you walk away,”
Don’t look back, or wish tomorrow was more like today.
And don’t think because you disappear,
I won’t still be here.
On the other hand, don’t rely on me to stay.
Try not to assume thins will always go your way
Because it’s you who chose to walk then
And it’d be your choice to walk again
So, take some time to remember what you’ll miss in me
Then, let it go, and let what comes to pass be.
If you think we’ve grown apart,
Don’t hold on just to play games with my heart.
Well, maybe it’s all my fault, maybe I’m the one to blame
I guess, by pouring out my feelings, I’ve set up the game.
And now you move me like a pawn, where you please.
But I’m giving up. Now I beg you on my knees.
Accept me, into your arms, or walk away.
Because, I might not be alone, but here is where I’ll stay.

Mr.Shishmish · 25.10.2004. u 04:43

Toliko za vecheras my sweetheart !!! Necu da ti kazem hvala zbog toga shto volish "kretena" kao shto sam ja. Hocu da izadjem iz ovog mog sivila i da konachno pochnem da te volim chisto, a ne ovako kao poslednjih meseci. Volim te ja i sada, samo i sama znash da su mi u ovakvom stanju emocije zarobljene, okovane svojom sopstvenom gluposhcu. Volim te ali je to nekako potisnuto i povrshno, jer mi je psiha sjebana i ogranichena na moje "sranje" !!! Znam samo da cu pobediti sve to i da ce opet doci vreme, kada cemo se voleti bez ikakvih granica. Ojachace moja ljubav prema tebi i sve ce se emocije vratiti na svoje mesto. I sam znam da ovo shto ti sada pruzam nije dovoljno za nas. Nije dovoljno meni koji sam za razliku od tebe kamen (shto se emocija tiche). Pobedicu ovo moje "sranje" i pochecemo sve ponovo samo sa josh vecim zarom i mnogo vishe strasti ....
Krivca za ovu nashu emotivnu krizu ne treba traziti, TAJ SAM !!! Izdrzi josh malo, strpi se i poci cemo opet zajedno do zvezda, do onih najnaj sjajnijih. Jer znash i sama da chovek u ovom stanju u kom sam ja trenutno nemoze da iskazuje svoje emocije na pravi nachin .... primecujesh i da su mi emocije ogranichene i zarobljene na neki nachin.... Ostaje nam samo malo da se strpimo i kao shto rekoh dohvaticemo najnajnajnaj sjajnije zvezde ..... I promis u !!! Veruj mi da bi mi zivot bez tebe bio prazan ....... volim te, tebe jednu !!!! ZASLUZUJESH MNOGO MNOGO TOGA !!!

uma · 25.10.2004. u 12:13

"Molim te, poslušaj ono što ne kažem"

Charles C. Finn

Nemoj da te zavara izraz moga lica.
Jer, nosim masku, hiljade maski,
maske koje se bojim skinuti,
a nijedna od njih nisam ja.
U pretvaranju sam pravi majstor,
ali ne daj se zavarati.
Za ime Božje, ne daj se zavarati.
Pretvaram se da sam siguran
da je sve med i mleko u meni
i oko mene
da mi je ime samouverenost a smirenost moja igra
da je sve mirno i da sve kontrolisem
i da ne trebam nikog.
Ali, ne veruj mi.
Možda se cini da sam smiren, ali
moja smirenost je maska
uvek promenljiva i koja sakriva.
Ispod nje nema spokoja.
Ispod nje je zbrka, strah i samoca.
Ali, ja to sakrivam.
Ne želim da iko zna.

Hvata me panika na pomisao o mojoj slabosti
i da ce me otkriti.
Zato freneticno kreiram masku da bi iza nje sakrio
nonšalantno, sofisticirano procelje,
da mi pomogne da se pretvaram,
da me zaštiti od pogleda koji zna.
Ali baš takav pogled je moje spasenje.
Moja jedina nada i ja to znam.
Dakako, ako iza njega sledi prihvatanje.
Ako sledi Ijubav.
To je jedina stvar koja me može osloboditi od mene samoga,
od zatvora što sam ga sam sagradio,
od prepreka što ih sam tako bolno podižem.
To je jedino što ce me uveriti u ono u što ne mogu uveriti sam sebe,
da uistinu nešto vredim.
Ali ja ti ovo ne kažem. Ne usudjujem se. Bojim se.
Bojim se da iza tvoga pogleda nece uslediti prihvatanje,
da nece uslediti Ijubav.
Bojim se da ceš me manje ceniti, da ces se smejati,
a tvoj bi me smeh ubio.
Bojim se da duboko negde nisam ništa, da ne vredim,
i da ceš ti to videti i odbiti me.
Zato igram svoju igru, svoju ocajnu igru pretvaranja
sa sigurnim proceljem izvana
i uplašenim detetom unutra.
Tako pocinje svetlucava ali prazna parada maski,
a moj život postaje bojište.
Dokono cavrljam s tobom uctivim tonovima površnog razgovora.
Kažem ti sve, a zapravo ništa,
i ništa o onome što je sve,
i što place u meni.
Zato kad sam u kolotecini,
neka te ne zavara to što govorim.
Molim te pažljivo slušaj i pokušaj cuti ono što ne kažem.
Što bih voleo da mogu reci,
što zbog opstanka moram reci,
ali što reci ne mogu.

Ne volim ništa kriti,
Ne volim igrati umetne, lažne igre,
želim prestati s igrama.
želim biti iskren i spontan te biti ja,
ali mi ti moraš pomoci.
Moraš pružiti ruku
cak i kada se cini da je to posljednje što želim.
Samo ti možes iz mojih ociju ukloniti prazan pogled živog mrtvaca.
Samo me ti možes prizvati u život.
Svaki put kad si Ijubazan, nežan i kad me hrabriš,
svaki put kad pokušaš razumeti jer uistinu brineš,
moje srce dobije krila,
vrlo mala krila,
vrlo slaba krila,
ali krila!
Sa svojom moci da me oživiš možeš udahnuti život u mene.
Želim da to znaš.

Želim da znaš koliko si mi važan,
kako možeš biti stvoritelj - do Boga pravedan stvoritelj - moje osobe
ako tako izabereš.
Samo ti možes srušiti zidove iza kojih dršcem,
samo ti možes ukloniti moju masku,
samo ti me možeš osloboboditi iz mog usamljenog zatvora,
ako tako odluciš.
Molim te odluci. Ne mimoilazi me.
Nece ti biti lako.

Dugotrajno uverenje o bezvrednosti gradi snažne zidove.
Što mi bliže pridjes
to naglije mogu uzvratiti.
To je nerazumno, ali uprkos tome što o coveku kažu knjige,
ja sam cesto nerazuman.
Borim se baš protiv one stvari za kojom ceznem.
Ali rekoše mi da je Ijubav jaca od snažnih zidova,
i tu leži moja nada.
Molim te pokušaj pobediti zidove
cvrstom rukom
jer dete je vrlo osetljivo.
ko sam, možda se pitaš?
Ja sam onaj koga znaš vrlo dobro.
Jer ja sam svaki covek na kog naidješ
i ja sam svaka žena na koju naidješ.

moje proste rechi ne umeju da se sloze tako savrshenim redom zato ih preuzimam od onoga ko to ume... volim&ljubim

jagodica · 25.10.2004. u 12:55

dobro je vec ispade da je sluzhbeni jezik postao engleski
volela bih da sam takva da mi napishu pesmu
ali bas ono PESMU
i samo ja znam da je za mene
i onda kao odem srechna ali vishe ni ne pricamo nego tako
eto pa razmisljajte o tome imam stan u centru kao
jao bre ne kupuje se parama!!!!!!
nego
?
tortom
znachi jednu vatrenu pesmu za zhenu koja igra tango
danas sam zhena nisam kreten
ma jesam
sve po malo
ha upala sam vam u temuuuuu
uma turman je strava maca
nemam jos uvek taj stan...
i ne da mi napisu engo da mi napishe
onako dodjem procitam i jeeeeeeeee
sta da uradim
nesto sam jadna
on me spustio...ko...pa mitke

((((((((((((((((((((
pf
i da li ja uopsteigram taj tango..naravno da ne
moram da pitam srecka
hm
volim recchi
kako da mi napisu pesmu
?

jagodica · 25.10.2004. u 12:57

lose jagodo
moze bolje
seljanchuro..ha sta znash ti o selu
nego

?

ne znam zasto ja ovako zasto nisam digla pozadinu i smestila je na drugu stolicu i zasto tako

a terajte se

Mr.Shishmish · 26.10.2004. u 00:27

ko razume, razumece a onaj ko lupetara , lupace ... chesto se pitam da li su jagode crvene boje i zashto se shiri ozonska rupa, a onda shvatim da je glupa cela ova grupa !!! zamislim da jashem konja po beskrajnoj stepi i bash tada me pozovu na chaj neki dripci slepi pitam se zashto to mora tako ??? ne pomaze fizika, matematiku neznam !! pre podne radim i sedim dok na poljima oko mene beru kukuruz koji je ove godine bash kako treba... ispade na kraju da sam poslednji vagon u ovoj kompoziciji i tako i dalje mi nishta nije jasno, ali se trudim da dam sebi odgovore, pokushavam da razbijem atome, gledam da osvojim najvishe poena. kao na olimpijadi !!! zeza me mish, i ne radi mi "b" na tastaturi, ali nastavljam da koracham ka svetlu iako je svuda mrkli mrak, kada sam bio na moru uhvatio me je kljeshtima rak. I on je bio crvene boje a ja se pitam koga bole ?urac za brige moje ??? i tako sada ovo ide u nedogled, moze do sutra moze i dalje zavisi koliko mozesh daleko da koplje bacish. I onda opet dodje isto pitanje "da li su jagode crvene boje ???"

uma · 26.10.2004. u 00:33

toliko o romantici... :?:

:shock:

jagodica · 26.10.2004. u 00:59

jesu :?

supeeeeeeeer

vishe nego ono pre

hehe treba neko da te razljuti kao i mnoge
je l to pesma za mene hahahah :*

text je super sad nastavite

)

ok ova nije romantichna nego misaono filozofska

Mr.Shishmish · 29.10.2004. u 04:37

jagodica:
jesu :?

supeeeeeeeer

vishe nego ono pre

hehe treba neko da te razljuti kao i mnoge
je l to pesma za mene hahahah :*

text je super sad nastavite)

ok ova nije romantichna nego misaono filozofska

Naravno da je namenjena tebi

, samo shto nije "misaono filozofska" :?:

!!! Ustvari je glupost teshka, :? ustvari je namenjena svim jagodama pod uslovom da su crvene boje

i da tako vidi oko moje :shock: !!! A shto se nastavka priche sa Umom tiche, tu je stavljena tachka, kao kada ti put predja crna machka. :wink: Tako da mene usred priche jagoda zbuni. Sada je kasno za moju prichu jer Uma ode

i sada sam sam ostao sa velikim :?:

znakom pitanja :?:

Jesu li jagode stvarno crvene boje :?:

da ne lupamo vishe gluposti ovde evo ti jedna rima samo za tebe a ostale jagode, ko yebe

ops: !!! Bez boje crvene, jagoda nije za mene :? . Mora da bude slatka, glatka drugachija nego shto je patka :roll:

!!! I kada patka poleti niko da se jagode seti, da se zapita je li ona stvarno crvene boje ili me opet varaju ochi moje. Da li sam se opet nalizao, pa se razlivaju boje ??? Pitanja trista, odgovora nigde !!!! ko zna gde ce ovo lupanje da stigne .... morace neko jagodu da digne, digne visoko i dobro istrenira oko :shock: Morace da sredi misli svoje :idea: